I don't know what irritates me more: that my eyes went over "my ex" more than five times or that I'm still feeling a bit giddy over it.

Gah.

---- (11:41:05 PM): o_O Oh hey dude. You're still up?

---- (11:41:13 PM): yea

---- (11:41:28 PM): should go to sleep soon

---- (11:41:38 PM): Flooring?

---- (11:41:48 PM): *Busy flooring?

---- (11:41:49 PM): i was looking for my bed sheet

---- (11:42:00 PM): ....eh...

---- (11:42:05 PM): a few weeks ago a bunch of us went to the beach

---- (11:42:11 PM): i took my bedsheet

---- (11:42:15 PM): to use

---- (11:42:28 PM): my ex gave it back cause i forgot it

---- (11:42:29 PM): And now it's... no longer where you want it to be.

---- (11:42:32 PM): oppsie

---- (11:42:38 PM): now i goota put it in the laundry

---- (11:44:00 PM): Oh, for a moment there, I was like, but you have to find it first...? Lol.

---- (11:44:13 PM): found it now

---- (11:44:27 PM): now i go to bed

---- (11:44:30 PM): Yes, yes, I gathered.

---- (11:44:35 PM): Ah okay.

---- (11:44:39 PM): goodngith

---- (11:44:45 PM): xD Nighter-nights~

---- (11:44:46 PM): maybe we should meet up again sometime

---- (11:44:48 PM): seeya

---- (11:44:55 PM): Definitely. xD

---- (11:45:38 PM): o yea

---- (11:45:41 PM): i forgot

---- (11:45:45 PM): i was going to ask u

---- (11:45:51 PM): did u ever go on a blind date?

---- (11:47:55 PM): ok i should explain myself....my friend it like since im single i should go on blind dates or casual dates and i told him thats not normal or usual...he said it is where he goes...he goes to cuny, so that why i asked

---- (11:48:59 PM): hellow?

---- (11:49:52 PM): Hiii

---- (11:49:54 PM): My bad

---- (11:50:02 PM): [reads]

---- (11:50:30 PM): ....uwaaah.

---- (11:51:38 PM): i told him blind dates dont really happen...only in like movies

---- (11:52:51 PM): I dunno why he's connecting that with cuny, but anyway, blind dates? Um, yeah. It's something I've only heard/seen about in media.

---- (11:52:58 PM): Casual dates seem more normal, though.

---- (11:53:09 PM): thank you

---- (11:53:18 PM): no he said a lot of ppl do it...his friends

---- (11:53:29 PM): which are all from bklyn college and so

---- (11:54:06 PM): The blind date?

---- (11:54:12 PM): yea

---- (11:54:14 PM): :/

---- (11:54:22 PM): fools

---- (11:54:55 PM): anyways thanks for the info

---- (11:54:57 PM): xP

---- (11:54:57 PM): Eh, well, I guess for them it works out. Sounds like they don't mind the uncertainty factor.

---- (11:55:02 PM): xD No problem.

---- (11:55:07 PM): ttyl

---- (11:55:10 PM): Later.

---- (11:55:11 PM):

---- (11:55:19 PM): xD

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songs to look for:

Jason Mraz - The Remedy (I Won't Worry)
Nelly Furtado - I'm Like a Bird
Train - Drops of Jupiter

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atay zu (9:43:50 PM): So yeah. What's cracking?

kuya jeff (9:49:15 PM): I'm on dial up cuz my modem is acting up

atay (9:49:50 PM): ....shit, man.

atay(9:50:00 PM): That's horrifying.

kuya (9:50:57 PM): YEAH

atay (9:51:43 PM): ;_; My heart goes out to you, man.

atay (9:51:55 PM): Well, to your modem, but yeah.

kuya (9:53:22 PM): yeah.. im so cnofused

kuya (9:53:25 PM): confused*

atay (9:53:40 PM): Um. What else is new?

kuya(9:53:40 PM): less than an hour ago it came back working

kuya (9:53:42 PM): but slowly

kuya (9:53:47 PM): and then it stopped working

kuya (9:53:50 PM): ARRFGH

atay (9:54:02 PM): There's only one answer.

atay (9:54:17 PM): I'm surprised the reason hasn't occured to you yet.

kuya (9:56:06 PM): which is?

atay (9:59:07 PM): It's cos there's a PUNK-ASS, net-eating BITCH-MONSTER that's SHANKING your poor modem through it's INTARWEB CORE. Obviously a spider demon is at work.

atay (9:59:37 PM): Duh.

kuya (10:00:00 PM): rele?

atay (10:00:07 PM): Yes.

atay (10:00:10 PM): I'm so serious.

kuya (10:00:19 PM): wait... ur referring to a spider demon?

kuya (10:00:23 PM): thats my problem?

atay (10:00:29 PM): Yes.

atay (10:00:36 PM): Well.

atay (10:00:52 PM): It's not a spider per se.

atay (10:01:06 PM): It just resembles a spider.

atay (10:01:24 PM): But it's really a reverse spider demon, sort of thing.

kuya (10:01:25 PM): *sigh*

kuya (10:01:37 PM): ate, for a second, i thot u had a solution to my problem

kuya (10:01:38 PM): lol

atay (10:02:07 PM): :'D No no no. I was telling you The Reason. I never said I had a solution.

I don't wear make-up often. I don't like to and, frankly, I don't fucking want to unless I need to.

Never am I more reminded of these sentiments than now, scant seconds after my mom's latest rant.

"What's wrong with make-up?" "I'm not making you wear lipstick, just some stupid eye-liner." "You look better with eye-liner!" "What's wrong with make-up?"


PISS OFF.

I can look 'make-up nice' when I want to-- when I fucking want to. When I want to leave an impression, I wear eyeliner and nice clothes. When I want to impress, I wear the fucking eyeliner and the fucking nice clothes!

zu (10:22:36 PM): ....hey. Does your mom ever nag you about make-up.

jaja (10:25:00 PM): she nags me about not putting it on

jaja (10:25:02 PM): lmao

zu (10:25:26 PM): Me too.

jaja (10:25:34 PM): nice...

jaja (10:25:38 PM): mothers...i tell ya

zu (10:25:42 PM): ....she just nagged me.

zu (10:25:49 PM): My Avatar high just wore off.

jaja (10:25:52 PM): awww

zu (10:25:54 PM): WHAT THE FUCK, MAN.

jaja (10:25:55 PM): do it zoron

jaja (10:25:58 PM): u looked nice at prom

jaja (10:26:05 PM): even though it was minimalist

zu (10:26:10 PM): Oh I know.

zu (10:26:24 PM): Actually, that's why I don't like wearing make-up often.

zu (10:26:30 PM): People get used to it.

jaja (10:27:11 PM): yeah

jaja (10:27:15 PM): plus it ruins ur skin

jaja (10:27:18 PM): and when u don't wear it

jaja (10:27:23 PM): one looks very ugly

zu (10:27:51 PM): WORD. Actually, my mom was nagging me about wearing eyeliner. Or not wearing it, I mean.

zu (10:28:00 PM): It's just like

zu (10:28:03 PM): YES

zu (10:28:10 PM): I know I look nice with eyeliner.

zu (10:28:28 PM): But I hate the idea of people getting used to it.

zu (10:29:00 PM): It's like the shock value disappears.
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zu (10:32:53 PM): I always wear eyeliner when I go out somewhere nice.

zu (10:33:43 PM): Usually, I wear it to leave an impression. Otherwise, what's the point?


Geh.

I wear eyeliner like it's a novelty. I wear it to impress.

Oh god. I think she's going to make me wear it to the picnic tomorrow.

Son of a bitch.

Utada Hikaru - Heart Station

....nyum