I... am so... asdfghjkh. So, so, so superhappy. <3

EEEE.

(only now I've got to clean my room and stuff. Er.)

linksies

somefield > barnaby ward

cerasoli : leBasse

unicode snowman

*** banksy in nyc <---lols

I still think about you.

Dammit. Thank you ever so much for killing my hopes.

So I asked you, "when do you wanna hang out? I mean, when you can, of course"-- I really did not expect flippin' winter break. And, to top that, a reunion. With other people.

Don't get me wrong. I have nothing against that. That reunion (which, if I'm not wrong, would have, maybe, three other people-- with ovaries) sounds like much fun.

But. But argh, maybe I was too subtle? But then again, I feel like you knew exactly what I was asking you.

Yeah. Yeah, I think you did.

Honestly, I feel really irritated but... but I don't think I can find it in myself to be really angry. Disappointed, yes, but... sort of relieved, too.

I think, however much I'm beginning to like you more and more, I'm not ready to really risk this friendship.

Because if we date, and we break up, I don't think we'll be friends again.

And I don't want that.

I like you. To put it in a juvenile fashion... I think I like-like you. I don't think it's just an urge for physical contact, though lord knows how much I've been missing intimate hugs.

I've already expressed the possible why's, so I'm not doing it here.

I really like hugging you, though. Mm yes. I really do.

Hate your schedule, though. Hate that we live ridiculously close, but not close enough. Hate how I just can't see you spontaneously. Hate that you're going to be so fuckin' busy in the coming months and do you know? I really disliking imposing upon people. So I'm very reluctant to ask you if you could please spend more time with me.

However, I hate sounding needy so I'll probably ask you in a very roundabout way.

Maybe.

I wish I saw you today. I would have liked to see you, if only for a couple of minutes. Or ten minutes. Fifteen minutes, really.

--Or, well, a few minutes. That's better than none.


Here's a pet peeve: I wish you'd initiate some conversations. I feel like I'm the only one who wants to talk.

Or that maybe you don't like me that much. But that, however, would contradict monday's evidence.

...

Oh fuck you, Y chromosome.

from silentlore on dragonspam:

9/5: ( Hog farmers are the ones who really bring home the bacon. )
9/4: ( He didn't tell his mother that he ate some glue. His lips were sealed. )
9/3: ( I couldn't quite remember how to throw a boomerang, but eventually it came back to me. )
9/2: ( The early bird gets the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese. )
9/1: ( Let's talk about rights and lefts. You're right so I left. )

8/31: ( Two silk worms had a race. They ended up in a tie. )
8/30: ( When my friend saw her first strands of gray hair she thought she'd dye. )
8/29: ( 5000 hares have escaped from the zoo. The police are combing the area. )
8/28: ( It's not that the man did not know how to juggle, he just didn't have the balls to do it. )

We hung out Monday, or at least it started as a casual hang out. Aside from wanting to spend time with him, I also wanted to play Mario Kart on his Nintendo DS to totally prove to him that I could finish in the top 3 in 150 cc. He was like, it's really hard; I finish 5th, at best.

And I was like, bitch, please. I could do better.

(Only I didn't AND I LOST SO BAD. Last place! Oh shame.)

But yeah. We were sitting pretty close together; side to side, thigh to thigh. That was in the beginning.

We gradually, um...started touching more. It was really very innocent, though.

I... can't keep a straight narrative (and a straight face, thinking about this) from here-on. So:

- We walked around for a bit. Went to Kmart cos I had to get cough drops. He hugged me on the escalator, though there was no real reason to (other than wanting to eeee).

- We went to Circuit City; before or after, I really can't remember. But at one point I was just standing in front of a display and he hugs me semi-loosely from behind around the waist. Color me delighted at this point.

- No pricey dinner. We ate at Wendy's cos we didn't feel like walking too far and spending much. xD

After that we hung out a bit on the steps of Union Square, though it would be more accurate to say I was sitting next to him, kind of pressed against his side. We chatted a bit and watched some strangers (strangers to us and strangers to each other) volley a ball around.

Eventually we moved to one of the benches. I played on his DS a bit more, cursed at some of the mini games, still sitting next to him, pressed against.

Went back to the steps, sat and chatted. Then back again to the benches, only on the other side of the park of benches before.

There was definitely more of that pressed-against-his-side sort of thing.

He stood up to stretch his legs. More chatter and banter and at one point I stood up and I hugged him cos yeah I felt like it and he hugged me and lifted me up... (though supposedly it was so that the bastard could say, yeah, he could still throw my ass far.

That's... sort of a backhanded compliment, isn't it.)

W sat back down. I'm... pretty sure we were cuddling at this point, since I was sort of... uh, cheek-to-cheek with him. Not exactly nuzzling him, but close. And his arm was behind me. And my arm was around his waist, sort of.

BUT OH...Now that I remember, a couple of times before the benches, he was telling me he was cold.

And I was like, WHAT. You're crazy! You're wearing a long sleeve shirt and an undershirt AND YOU'RE A BIT CHILLY?

I was wearing a short-sleeved tee-shirt, tights and a skirt. I was fine.

(Which, by the way, when I mentioned that I splurged on the skirt I had been wearing at that time-- and it was worth the $16.99 because it had pockets-- he was like, skirt? I didn't notice.

Um. Really now.)

Only now I think I realize what that comment was supposed to be. I mean, it was, wasn't it?

"I'm cooold."

It IS, isn't it!? That's some sort of invitation right there. RIGHT THERE.

I can't believe I didn't catch on sooner! Inside I wanted to ask, And what do you want ME to do about it?

Only I didn't.

.....I should have actually asked that, though. Damn

Anyway, he really couldn't stay around long, just until around 8. I mean, he stayed as long as he could, even though he had to meet up with his roommate. He didn't leave until around 8:30. And when we, uh, said goodbye, the bye-hugs were definitely longer than usual.

Then I kissed him on the cheek.

....andhekissedmycheekback

Innocent as hell, I know. But. god, so promising.

Now that I've written it... it feels like the written version is more romantic than it really is.

But... I guess it was still romantic? Definitely sweet, in hindsight.

Back to procrastinating like whoa.

I should've taken a shower by now and grabbed four hours of sleep. (Since I'll probably be up at five, five-thirty, if I decide to actually sleep.) I need to be in chinatown at the bus before 7am.

But here I am, still awake. Bloody freakin' surprise!

The bottom lid of my left eye is twitching. My throat is kind of sore.

And I'm leaving (daytripping!) for Boston in less than six hours.

I'm hungry.

And I still need to shower.

I'm sooo glad there's a new McD's near the dorms. >_>;


And I'm so excited oh golly oh golly gosh because this'll be my first ever long-distance trip with friends sans family fuck yeahhh. Of course, I got lots of grief from mommy dearest, due to my own lack of foresight and no small amount of miscommunication and bad timing---

But still. BOSTON.


Mom thinks Em is coming. I wish she hadn't asked me outright.

Kinda feel guilty about this lie...

---- (11:27:44 PM): ooo yea this time oct 31 is friday!

---- (11:27:55 PM): .....uh?

---- (11:27:57 PM): OH.

---- (11:28:06 PM): Ooo that's good.

---- (11:28:28 PM): 2yrs ago we threw a really nice halloween party

---- (11:28:36 PM): maybe it'll happen this yr too

---- (11:28:58 PM): ppl just dress up and dance

---- (11:30:02 PM):[Offline IM sent 1m ago] u wanna come?

---- (11:30:31 PM): I would like to, very much. xD

---- (11:30:41 PM): um to the dance or parade or both? haha

---- (11:32:44 PM): I definitely want to see the parade. I went last year! xD I'd like to check out the dance, too, lol. Speaking of which, you went to that dance two year ago, yes? Did you wear a costuuume?

---- (11:32:47 PM): :'DDD

---- (11:33:09 PM): cool maybe u can be my date if u wanna

---- (11:33:31 PM): um no costume,,maybe this time around...i

--- (11:34:23 PM): ....? xD At least wear some orange, lmao.

---- (11:34:32 PM): i may wear a costume this time around..

---- (11:35:04 PM): you wanna be my date for the party?

Um. HELL YES.

[the actual response]
---- (11:35:10 PM): And, yeah, sure! XD It really sounds like fun.

....Yespls~

For the record... I'm not head over heels for you, but I admire you. I really do like you so I am interested in getting to know you better.

This is a tentative thing, I know, but... wow. Still. I'm looking forward to this, even if Halloween's more'n two months away.

♥

I don't know what irritates me more: that my eyes went over "my ex" more than five times or that I'm still feeling a bit giddy over it.

Gah.

---- (11:41:05 PM): o_O Oh hey dude. You're still up?

---- (11:41:13 PM): yea

---- (11:41:28 PM): should go to sleep soon

---- (11:41:38 PM): Flooring?

---- (11:41:48 PM): *Busy flooring?

---- (11:41:49 PM): i was looking for my bed sheet

---- (11:42:00 PM): ....eh...

---- (11:42:05 PM): a few weeks ago a bunch of us went to the beach

---- (11:42:11 PM): i took my bedsheet

---- (11:42:15 PM): to use

---- (11:42:28 PM): my ex gave it back cause i forgot it

---- (11:42:29 PM): And now it's... no longer where you want it to be.

---- (11:42:32 PM): oppsie

---- (11:42:38 PM): now i goota put it in the laundry

---- (11:44:00 PM): Oh, for a moment there, I was like, but you have to find it first...? Lol.

---- (11:44:13 PM): found it now

---- (11:44:27 PM): now i go to bed

---- (11:44:30 PM): Yes, yes, I gathered.

---- (11:44:35 PM): Ah okay.

---- (11:44:39 PM): goodngith

---- (11:44:45 PM): xD Nighter-nights~

---- (11:44:46 PM): maybe we should meet up again sometime

---- (11:44:48 PM): seeya

---- (11:44:55 PM): Definitely. xD

---- (11:45:38 PM): o yea

---- (11:45:41 PM): i forgot

---- (11:45:45 PM): i was going to ask u

---- (11:45:51 PM): did u ever go on a blind date?

---- (11:47:55 PM): ok i should explain myself....my friend it like since im single i should go on blind dates or casual dates and i told him thats not normal or usual...he said it is where he goes...he goes to cuny, so that why i asked

---- (11:48:59 PM): hellow?

---- (11:49:52 PM): Hiii

---- (11:49:54 PM): My bad

---- (11:50:02 PM): [reads]

---- (11:50:30 PM): ....uwaaah.

---- (11:51:38 PM): i told him blind dates dont really happen...only in like movies

---- (11:52:51 PM): I dunno why he's connecting that with cuny, but anyway, blind dates? Um, yeah. It's something I've only heard/seen about in media.

---- (11:52:58 PM): Casual dates seem more normal, though.

---- (11:53:09 PM): thank you

---- (11:53:18 PM): no he said a lot of ppl do it...his friends

---- (11:53:29 PM): which are all from bklyn college and so

---- (11:54:06 PM): The blind date?

---- (11:54:12 PM): yea

---- (11:54:14 PM): :/

---- (11:54:22 PM): fools

---- (11:54:55 PM): anyways thanks for the info

---- (11:54:57 PM): xP

---- (11:54:57 PM): Eh, well, I guess for them it works out. Sounds like they don't mind the uncertainty factor.

---- (11:55:02 PM): xD No problem.

---- (11:55:07 PM): ttyl

---- (11:55:10 PM): Later.

---- (11:55:11 PM):

---- (11:55:19 PM): xD

---- signed off at 11:55:26 PM.

---- is offline and will receive your IMs when signing back in.

songs to look for:

Jason Mraz - The Remedy (I Won't Worry)
Nelly Furtado - I'm Like a Bird
Train - Drops of Jupiter

...

atay zu (9:43:50 PM): So yeah. What's cracking?

kuya jeff (9:49:15 PM): I'm on dial up cuz my modem is acting up

atay (9:49:50 PM): ....shit, man.

atay(9:50:00 PM): That's horrifying.

kuya (9:50:57 PM): YEAH

atay (9:51:43 PM): ;_; My heart goes out to you, man.

atay (9:51:55 PM): Well, to your modem, but yeah.

kuya (9:53:22 PM): yeah.. im so cnofused

kuya (9:53:25 PM): confused*

atay (9:53:40 PM): Um. What else is new?

kuya(9:53:40 PM): less than an hour ago it came back working

kuya (9:53:42 PM): but slowly

kuya (9:53:47 PM): and then it stopped working

kuya (9:53:50 PM): ARRFGH

atay (9:54:02 PM): There's only one answer.

atay (9:54:17 PM): I'm surprised the reason hasn't occured to you yet.

kuya (9:56:06 PM): which is?

atay (9:59:07 PM): It's cos there's a PUNK-ASS, net-eating BITCH-MONSTER that's SHANKING your poor modem through it's INTARWEB CORE. Obviously a spider demon is at work.

atay (9:59:37 PM): Duh.

kuya (10:00:00 PM): rele?

atay (10:00:07 PM): Yes.

atay (10:00:10 PM): I'm so serious.

kuya (10:00:19 PM): wait... ur referring to a spider demon?

kuya (10:00:23 PM): thats my problem?

atay (10:00:29 PM): Yes.

atay (10:00:36 PM): Well.

atay (10:00:52 PM): It's not a spider per se.

atay (10:01:06 PM): It just resembles a spider.

atay (10:01:24 PM): But it's really a reverse spider demon, sort of thing.

kuya (10:01:25 PM): *sigh*

kuya (10:01:37 PM): ate, for a second, i thot u had a solution to my problem

kuya (10:01:38 PM): lol

atay (10:02:07 PM): :'D No no no. I was telling you The Reason. I never said I had a solution.

I don't wear make-up often. I don't like to and, frankly, I don't fucking want to unless I need to.

Never am I more reminded of these sentiments than now, scant seconds after my mom's latest rant.

"What's wrong with make-up?" "I'm not making you wear lipstick, just some stupid eye-liner." "You look better with eye-liner!" "What's wrong with make-up?"


PISS OFF.

I can look 'make-up nice' when I want to-- when I fucking want to. When I want to leave an impression, I wear eyeliner and nice clothes. When I want to impress, I wear the fucking eyeliner and the fucking nice clothes!

zu (10:22:36 PM): ....hey. Does your mom ever nag you about make-up.

jaja (10:25:00 PM): she nags me about not putting it on

jaja (10:25:02 PM): lmao

zu (10:25:26 PM): Me too.

jaja (10:25:34 PM): nice...

jaja (10:25:38 PM): mothers...i tell ya

zu (10:25:42 PM): ....she just nagged me.

zu (10:25:49 PM): My Avatar high just wore off.

jaja (10:25:52 PM): awww

zu (10:25:54 PM): WHAT THE FUCK, MAN.

jaja (10:25:55 PM): do it zoron

jaja (10:25:58 PM): u looked nice at prom

jaja (10:26:05 PM): even though it was minimalist

zu (10:26:10 PM): Oh I know.

zu (10:26:24 PM): Actually, that's why I don't like wearing make-up often.

zu (10:26:30 PM): People get used to it.

jaja (10:27:11 PM): yeah

jaja (10:27:15 PM): plus it ruins ur skin

jaja (10:27:18 PM): and when u don't wear it

jaja (10:27:23 PM): one looks very ugly

zu (10:27:51 PM): WORD. Actually, my mom was nagging me about wearing eyeliner. Or not wearing it, I mean.

zu (10:28:00 PM): It's just like

zu (10:28:03 PM): YES

zu (10:28:10 PM): I know I look nice with eyeliner.

zu (10:28:28 PM): But I hate the idea of people getting used to it.

zu (10:29:00 PM): It's like the shock value disappears.
...
zu (10:32:53 PM): I always wear eyeliner when I go out somewhere nice.

zu (10:33:43 PM): Usually, I wear it to leave an impression. Otherwise, what's the point?


Geh.

I wear eyeliner like it's a novelty. I wear it to impress.

Oh god. I think she's going to make me wear it to the picnic tomorrow.

Son of a bitch.

Utada Hikaru - Heart Station

....nyum

NY Times article > U.S. > Washington
White House Refused to Open Pollutants E-Mail

What I want to read is the Bush administration's side of this issue, just so I can validate its sheer, blind, inefficient stubbornness.

But onto to prettier, more soothing topics:

NY Times photo slide:
Siamese Galaxies and Toothy Fish

Discworld/FF7:AC, Granny Weatherwax and the Sephlings
Title: Prudent
Author/Artist: chibirisuchan
Fandom: Discworld and FF7
Pairing/characters: Granny Weatherwax and the Sephlets
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Bad amateur headology
Prompt/challenge you're answering: Granny Weatherwax and the Advent Children boys, weaponkink
Author's notes: the past couple weeks have sucked. After the repeatedly flooding basement episodes two weeks ago, I finally saw an actual insurance adjuster one hour ago. In an attempt at fleeing from the deluge of paperwork and damaged housewares, here I am being irresponsible... ^^;;;

the ficlet

Lolita-ish Black And White Tie Dress

http://www.modthesims2.com/showthread.php?t=261945

AF Lolita Dress and Boots *New Mesh - By Request*
http://www.modthesims2.com/showthread.php?t=229268

gothic & lolita tote bags
http://forums.modthesims2.com/showthread.php?t=194369&c=1

I want my funeral to be like this. :]

http://tinyurl.com/4oxs3y

Your Famous Last Words Will Be:

"So, you're a cannibal."

What Will Your Famous Last Words Be?

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OP c218, p14-15:

Everything that humans can imagine

Is a possibility in reality

Physicist Willy Karen


I wonder... is this an accurate quote...?

---- (10:41:46 PM): MAAADY

---- (10:41:57 PM): wut be goooood

---- (10:42:50 PM): D: I just watched the most horrifying thing EVER.

---- (10:43:02 PM): ...??

---- (10:43:13 PM): Turn your telly to the Travel Channel.

---- (10:43:23 PM): And wait for the commercials to finish.

---- (10:43:40 PM): Because Andrew Zimmerman, this exotic food fanatic, is just.... GAH,

---- (10:43:49 PM): LOL

---- (10:43:58 PM): i like watching that stuff

---- (10:44:07 PM): OMG ARE YOU WATCHING TONIGHT'S EPISODE?

---- (10:44:08 PM): tho i dare NOT eat some of the stuff he puts in his mouth

---- (10:44:15 PM): which one is this?

---- (10:44:38 PM): OH HOLY FUCK. He was just eating his colleague's creations.

---- (10:44:59 PM): INSECTS. FUCKING FUCKING HELL.

---- (10:45:06 PM): LOLOL

---- (10:45:13 PM): were they in a house or something

---- (10:45:21 PM): and the guy giving him foods had the bugs in like...

---- (10:45:27 PM): covered chocolates and all that shit?

---- (10:45:29 PM): YES. Tarantula onna stiiiick, glazed bananas sprinkled with maggots

---- (10:45:34 PM): lolol

---- (10:45:35 PM): yea

---- (10:45:36 PM): i remember that

---- (10:45:38 PM): eeeeeeeeeeeeew

---- (10:45:40 PM): Cucumber and this paste thing and SCORPIONS

---- (10:45:51 PM): And THEN THERE WAS THIS ROACH THING

---- (10:45:56 PM): ...ok i've eaten scorpion... it wasnt that bad

---- (10:45:58 PM): IT WAS THE GROSSEST THING EVER

---- (10:45:58 PM): but ROACH

---- (10:46:02 PM): DIS.GUS.TING

---- (10:46:10 PM): The bugger was fuckin' HUGE

---- (10:46:26 PM): ><

---- (10:46:59 PM): BUT HAHAHAHA

---- (10:47:15 PM): He just came across his least favorite food,

---- (10:47:23 PM): durian?

---- (10:48:45 PM): Yes. O_O Holy shit, apparently there's this stand in chinatown that sells about 200 durians every day.

---- (10:48:57 PM): "New Yorkers are crazy about this."

---- (10:48:58 PM): 200??? oh eeew

---- (10:49:02 PM): lol

---- (10:49:06 PM): cant stand the smell yo

---- (10:49:06 PM): I'm Like, Huh?

---- (10:49:29 PM): That's the first time I've ever heard of this.

---- (10:49:38 PM): ...

---- (10:49:41 PM): are you serious???

---- (10:49:46 PM): never heard of durian??

---- (10:50:04 PM): No, I've never heard that quote about durian.

---- (10:50:10 PM): "New Yorkers are crazy about this."

---- (10:50:11 PM): LOL

---- (10:50:30 PM): D: But I think the insect is just gross.

---- (10:50:45 PM): no arguement there

---- (10:54:35 PM): ....hihi

---- (11:01:14 PM): hmmmm dang. what is there to do for tomorrow... lol

---- (11:01:57 PM): Lol. What about drawing,

---- (11:01:59 PM): OH

---- (11:02:16 PM): Here's a better idea--- put first, why don't you guess what this fine idea is?

---- (11:02:22 PM): *put > but

---- (11:02:27 PM): ...

---- (11:02:36 PM): let me guess... catch up on d.grey-man

---- (11:02:37 PM): ?

---- (11:02:38 PM): lol

---- (11:02:43 PM): OH GOD

---- (11:02:45 PM): ESP

---- (11:02:50 PM): ROFL

---- (11:02:51 PM): You're a flippin' psychic

---- (11:03:10 PM): i've been ITCHING to draw something but im drawing..BLANKS

---- (11:03:14 PM): no inspiration here

---- (11:03:33 PM): question is... what's a nice place to sit and draw

---- (11:03:38 PM): where*

---- (11:03:57 PM): Do you have a blank, white piece of paper in front of you?

---- (11:04:03 PM): ..yep

---- (11:04:20 PM): Get rid of it.

---- (11:04:26 PM): ROFL

---- (11:04:29 PM): Put it away.

---- (11:04:40 PM): No, I'm serious! You haven't drawn in a while, right?

---- (11:04:48 PM): a while as in MONTHS

---- (11:04:54 PM): ..two months..

---- (11:05:05 PM): Exactly. Start with loose leaf or graph paper.

---- (11:05:13 PM): Scrap paper.

---- (11:05:17 PM): *or scrap paper

---- (11:05:30 PM): ooookily dokily

---- (11:05:51 PM): There's just something intimidating about blank whiteness, right?

---- (11:06:13 PM): For some reason, I find it easier to just doodle on loose leaf, etc.

---- (11:08:20 PM): ok. got rid of the white paper

---- (11:08:32 PM): now i've got looseleaf-ish paper

---- (11:08:33 PM): lol

---- (11:08:49 PM): Start with the margins.

---- (11:10:20 PM): oh right. reminding you to send mr. mc the pic we took with him today

---- (11:10:21 PM): :]

---- (11:16:35 PM): ...Oh yeah. I nearly forgot, lol.

---- (11:16:48 PM): So.

---- (11:16:56 PM): Was my idea have good?

---- (11:17:00 PM): *have >any

---- (11:17:05 PM): doodles here and there

---- (11:17:06 PM): lol

---- (11:17:33 PM): i get scared that i'll lose the ability to draw anything decent if i stop drawing!! rofl

---- (11:17:36 PM): o.0

---- (11:17:49 PM): YOU WOULD.

---- (11:17:51 PM): hmmm..but now... wat the hell do i do tomorrow.. lol

---- (11:18:01 PM): i wanna go out lol

---- (11:18:05 PM): ....I'm serious about the d.gray-man thing. :'DDD

---- (11:18:10 PM): LAWL

---- (11:18:12 PM): LOL

---- (11:18:14 PM): yes.. i kno

---- (11:18:41 PM): Well, I wish I could hang out with you. Alas, house chores call... well, imprison.

---- (11:18:50 PM): hahahaha

---- (11:19:02 PM): how's it feel liek to be a house wife?

---- (11:19:08 PM): a pilipina house wife, for that matter

---- (11:20:33 PM): I dunno. I don't really do anything strenuous. I just sweep, clean my room (which I've mostly finished with, just have to re-organize my desk. Again.), wash dishes...

---- (11:21:11 PM): XD when i "clean my room"... give it three days tops and there's a whole lotta clutter there again on the desks

---- (11:21:12 PM): lol

---- (11:21:19 PM): Lol yes--- oh.

---- (11:21:23 PM): Speak of the devil.

---- (11:21:37 PM): My mom just starting nagging.

---- (11:21:49 PM): About not doing anything.

---- (11:22:06 PM): BUT IT'S LIKE 11:30. AND IT'S WARM.

---- (11:23:57 PM): oooh right. nearly forgot u dont have the AC up and running yet?

---- (11:24:13 PM): Not in the living room, no.

---- (11:24:22 PM): Which is where I am. D:

---- (11:26:33 PM): ooo that bites

---- (11:26:48 PM): i couldnt stand the heat anymore so i blasted the ac

---- (11:30:16 PM): ....luuuckyyyy

---- (11:30:29 PM): ;_; [is warm]

---- (11:33:39 PM): u should make som niiice cold iced tea or somehing

---- (11:33:39 PM): lol

---- (11:34:27 PM): .....No cold tea mix, unfortunately. Or any cold bev. mix, for that matter.

---- (11:34:36 PM): o.0

---- (11:34:41 PM): Ah, I'll have some water....

---- (11:42:50 PM): YO.

---- (11:42:57 PM): How's them apples~

---- (11:43:31 PM): them apples are WHOREifying

---- (11:43:41 PM): well..the apple skins anyway

---- (11:44:00 PM): LMAO

---- (11:50:14 PM): ....you are going to scan your sketches, riiiight?

---- (11:50:20 PM): ....

---- (11:50:21 PM): maybe

---- (11:50:23 PM): lol

---- (11:50:33 PM): D<>

---- (11:50:34 PM): if i think they're scanner-worthy

---- (11:50:36 PM): lol

---- (11:50:44 PM): Noooo.... I just wanna see 'em...

---- (11:50:49 PM): LAWL

---- (11:53:22 PM): ;;

---- (11:53:27 PM): Yeah but anyway

---- (11:53:32 PM): what have you drawn so far?

---- (11:54:06 PM): just messin around with poses and angles... there's one witha girl poppin a squat bug's eye view

---- (11:54:16 PM): another one doin a hand stand

---- (11:54:35 PM): and another one just standing...bird's eye view

---- (11:54:49 PM): Shooow meeee

---- (11:54:50 PM): Later.

---- (11:54:53 PM): :'D

---- (11:54:56 PM): hahahahah hai

---- (11:55:01 PM): when the scanner is up and running

---- (11:55:16 PM): coz apprently...our scanner is going o.0

---- (11:55:28 PM): so i have to install my printer/scanner one

---- (11:56:23 PM): ....DDD: [sad face]

---- (11:56:31 PM): word

---- (11:56:38 PM): i hate installing

---- (11:56:39 PM): lol

---- (11:57:51 PM): *_* Yah. It's such a bitch.

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---- (12:25:55 AM): ....supsup.

---- (12:26:04 AM): le sky

---- (12:27:29 AM): ....I totally just came up with a good answer for that. Unfortunately, it won't easily work... so maybe it's not a good answer after all.

---- (12:27:51 AM): Speaking of the sky

---- (12:27:52 AM): ...le what?!

---- (12:27:54 AM): lol

---- (12:28:01 AM): Lol, as I was saying

---- (12:28:12 AM): I'm glad there was a storm.

---- (12:28:25 AM): A few hours ago, I mean.

---- (12:28:31 AM): a storm that i didnt even notice o.0

---- (12:28:37 AM): just heard thunderstorm and...that was it

---- (12:28:37 AM): lol

---- (12:29:03 AM): Nah, nah. There was, like, a 1-minute torrent.

---- (12:29:10 AM): IT WAS SO SUDDEN

---- (12:30:50 AM): But anyway

---- (12:30:58 AM): It feels cooler outside.

---- (12:31:00 AM): .....

---- (12:31:05 AM): .....not that you can tell.

---- (12:31:08 AM): yarrr its gonna be 80s tomorrow

---- (12:31:11 AM): LOL

---- (12:31:25 AM): yes..because i am sitting pretty in my literally coooooool room

---- (12:32:23 AM): .....I stick my tongue out at you.

---- (12:32:45 AM): ----GAH. MY CONNECTION IS FUCKING.

---- (12:32:52 AM): lol

---- (12:33:18 AM): Nothing's loading, nothing's loading!

---- (12:33:22 AM): DDDD:

---- (12:33:27 AM): ooooooh

---- (12:33:35 AM): like... webpages not happening?

---- (12:33:49 AM): *___* Exactly!

---- (12:33:57 AM): dang

---- (12:34:02 AM): ....[sigh] I guess it's a sign.

---- (12:34:17 AM): lol for you to slow down your internet exploring?!

---- (12:34:22 AM): ...That I should get my ass to bed.

---- (12:34:28 AM): that too

---- (12:34:28 AM): lol

---- (12:34:46 AM): [le sigh] Yeah. So, anyway.

---- (12:35:37 AM): ahhh, now i know what to do for friday.

---- (12:35:59 AM): i think i wanna head to central park or battery park and sit in the shade and DRAW

---- (12:36:01 AM): lol

---- (12:36:13 AM): ...or read

---- (12:36:13 AM): Luuucky~

---- (12:36:15 AM): deppends

---- (12:36:22 AM): Yeah, on the weather!

---- (12:36:29 AM): that too

---- (12:38:34 AM): Whoa. Nightline's covering salvia.

---- (12:38:44 AM): o.0

---- (12:38:46 AM): Mono much?

---- (12:38:52 AM): ....huh?

---- (12:39:01 AM): Mono what?

---- (12:39:25 AM): mononucleosis??

---- (12:39:26 AM): rofl

---- (12:39:57 AM): ......[wikis the unfamiliar term]

---- (12:40:08 AM): o.0

---- (12:40:12 AM): you cannot be serious

---- (12:40:16 AM): lol

---- (12:41:12 AM): ........oh right. My 'web flipped out on me.

---- (12:41:16 AM): hahahahaha

---- (12:41:17 AM): Mono as in the lip-thing?

---- (12:41:18 AM): lol

---- (12:41:23 AM): yep

---- (12:41:32 AM): Then I'm still confused!

---- (12:41:44 AM): "Mono much"?

---- (12:41:55 AM): ....what, you mean, like "random much"?

---- (12:41:58 AM): hai

---- (12:42:05 AM): lol

---- (12:42:36 AM): .....I feel like a moron.

---- (12:43:20 AM): but you're a funny, talented moron

---- (12:43:50 AM): Yeah, I really am, huh? [pleased]

---- (12:43:58 AM): XD

---- (12:44:30 AM): [preens; flips hair]

---- (12:44:34 AM): Heeey

---- (12:44:40 AM): You should totally draw that!

---- (12:45:00 AM): what, a really funny, talented moron???

---- (12:45:01 AM): rofl

---- (12:45:18 AM): ....hahahano.

---- (12:45:40 AM): Lol, a girl posing!

---- (12:45:51 AM): Like, flipping her hair.

---- (12:46:10 AM): hahahahhaha

---- (12:46:10 AM): Or doing a hair product commercial and doing that hair swirl thing.

---- (12:46:15 AM): lawl

---- (12:46:21 AM): with YOUR face

---- (12:46:22 AM): And then you could have the hair so shiny and glossy~

---- (12:46:23 AM): i see it now

---- (12:46:27 AM): LOL YEAH

---- (12:46:55 AM): ....okay, I can't take this heat thing anymore.

---- (12:47:13 AM): My bedroom calls.

---- (12:47:23 AM): D: This. Is. GOODNIGHT.

---- (12:47:42 AM): iight

---- (12:47:45 AM): nighterssss

---- (12:47:50 AM): Nighters~

---- (12:47:51 AM): :]